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"Is...is that it? Just tell you what I want...""...And I make it happen for you. Simple as that. But you're going to
have to find out exactly what it is that you want to ask for, aren't
ya?" He said. Gideon nymph pedo
patted me on the young sex girl pedo shoulder, and gently pushed me in
the direction of the school. "The day after all pedo links
tomorrow, same time. Meet me
on the bleachers out by the soccer field and we'll talk. Got it?""Same time? You mean ditch another class?" I was going to fetish porn pedo
have to go
ANOTHER day without Josh's lovely vision crossing my path???"You can call in sick and ditch the whole day if you want. Just
be there!" I turned around to walk back to class, thinking if maybe he could pick
ANY other period to do this...whatever the hell kinda weirdness he was
planning. So I turned around to pedo sites russian
ask, "Do you think pedo vicky
that maybe we
could...?" But he was gone. Completely gone. Not a single trace of him
left. How the hell does he DO that, anyway? I stood there, looking for
him for a second or two longer, until pedo nonude child girls
I heard the school bell ring off
in desi pedo the distance. I would have to practically run in order to make it
back on time, so I let it go and just started a trot back to class. I spent the rest of the afternoon thinking about everything that Gideon
had said to me. Only half of it hardcord pedo illegal making sense, and the other half
'seeming' like it should make sense when it really didn't. Was it
something that I was missing? Maybe I'm too slow to get it right. Maybe
there IS no right when you sex pedo girls
think about it. Just...my opinion and how I
let it guide me towards being a better person. I wonder. Well...if this
was my answer, than I could at least give it a shot.I looked at the drawings again that night after dinner, and I thought
about finding something to like about them. I couldn't. In fact, I was
starting to wonder why I chose these drawings at all. They weren't that
great. Arrrgh! I liked them just FINE yesterday! Sigh...I don't know WHY
I liked them, I just...did. I got frustrated after thinking about it for
25 minutes with no answers, and took a break before I started banging my
head against the wall. I had been sitting in the living room, watching
some old reruns on tv, for only ten minutes or so when the phone rang. I
expected Faith to run to it like she always does and laugh hysterically
with one of her many friends that she can gossip and bullshit with for
what seems like hours everyday. But the phone kept ringing and annoying
the pedofilia sex pix hell out of me. No matter HOW pedofilia teen xxx bad you try to ignore a ringing phone,
it's just NOT sick panties pedo
possible! I jumped up and grabbed the receiver.
"Sigh...hello?" I said with a frustrated groan.
"Television won't help to inspire your artwork, Gavin. I believe we had
a deal." Said the voice image board pedo on the other end.
"Gideon? How did you get my number?" I asked, surprised to hear his
voice.
"Asking me questions won't help you either. Get your kinder thumbs pedo
priorities
straight, turn off the tv, and think about your tasks. You have to
focus. This isn't some lame assignment that you can put off until
the last minute and then rush through so you can turn it in for
'credit'. You wanted free movie pedofilia sex a full experience, and that pedo young teens won't come from half
ass effort. You get me?" And before I knew it, I heard some static...and
then a click. He hung up on me. I frowned up a bit at the intrusion, and was wondering if he was
standing outside my window or something. But when I looked outside, I
didn't see anything at all. I went back to the tv for a few minutes
more...but believe it or not, legal pedo russian
my conscience began to screw with me, and
I had to turn it off. Grrrr! The son of a bitch had me under control,
even over the phone! I got up and went back to my room, beginning an
hour long search that actually allowed me to come up with a few decent
things to write down on both sides. I kept going, and then grabbed my
set of pencils and ink. I stared at the blank pages of my sketchbook. I
had finally written down what I hated and loved about my drawings...the
'hate' side being much much longer. And now all I had to do was
completely improve on everything that I've ever done in my whole
life...in the next two days. Sigh...they pedo kind handjob always say that the first line
you draw is the hardest. Here goes nothing...I woke up the next morning with bloodshot eyes and pedo little girl sex extremely groggy. I
don't know how it happened, but I realized that I had spent almost ALL
of last night trying to draw some new stuff. I only got three gay illegal pedo xxx hours of
sleep, and I knew that I wouldn't be petite pedo gallery able to make it through a whole day
of school without dozing off in one or two of my classes. I'm just not
sure what came over me, but that first drawing actually turned out to be
pretty decent when it was la pedo sex finished, and after looking at it I just HAD
to start on a second one. Even though I was REALLY tired and could
barely see at the time, I couldn't go to sleep until that second one was
finished too. The first thing that I did that morning when I got up, was
look at them again. free young pedo clips The first one being a colorful vision of a dragon
breathing fire while in flight. I must pedo blowjobs admit...I was kinda proud of
myself for that one. I looked at it, and admired the detail of the
muscles, and the scales, and the flames. I don't think I ever
concentrated so hard on making everything so perfect before. I imagined
myself as someone else, trying to look at my work through the eyes of
another person. And I loved it. I impressed myself. The second drawing
was one of a giant wolf on a mountain top, howling endlessly at a silver
moon xxx tgp pedo
placed delicately in a star filled sky. Another picture that I
could be proud of, with extra attention to detail that I usually skipped
over or left alone. I'm glad I gave it a shot. That little challenge
made me push myself to do something I probably wouldn't have even
considered if Gideon hadn't told me to. Maybe that was the first lesson.
Maybe I'm actually passing the first of God knows how many tests he has
for me. I wasn't sure what the third drawing would be, but I'll worry
about that later. I jumped into the shower, thinking about Josh as I always do, still rock
hard to the point where it was almost painful, and I enjoyed another
daily release. God...as empty as I felt afterwards, that swift moment of
total bliss before my ejaculation, that one split second where I know
that I can't stop the orgasm from taking over my body completely...was
the most magical moment of my life. Each and every day. It was like...I
made it real. In that single moment...I brought Josh into my arms and
loved him enough to solidify any dreamy image dark pedo boys I may have ever had of
him. The girl that chill porn pedo
gets to be his lover is going to be SO lucky!!! I'll
spend the rest of my days crying with a level of anger and jealousy that
would rival anything ever pedo shock pics felt by another human being. But he'll be
happy, and I suppose that should be enough. Breathing hard, and
still shuddering from an intense climax, I tried to let the images of
Josh linger just a little bit longer before letting them go back into
hiding again. Deep in my mind where, hopefully, none of the other kids
could find them and laugh at me. Scoffing at my attempts to win over
someone so beautiful. I'm not worth it. I'm SO not worth it.The majority of my school day, I walked around with my heart in my shoe.
Sinking as low as it could possibly go, and still trying to escape by
dropping lower. It only got worse once I got to my English class that
afternoon. Just...seeing him there, sitting so close and seeming
so far away. It hurt to look at him. It felt as though my heart was
going to leap forward out of my chest and into his arms, because it
wanted him soooo badly and my pedo video download
body was too scared to move even an inch
closer to him. It was almost hard to breathe, the air around me turning
into a thick gelatin and practically suffocating the life out of me.
Sighhhh....my eyes traced every soft curve of his lips, seperated every
beautiful strand of pedophile incest pics his hair, and my sight tenderly caressed what looked
to be pedo blow jobs porn
the smoothest skin in creation. I watched as his little stomach
expanded with each breath, and the way the fabric of his pants stretched
out over his soft thighs. I licked the back of my teeth, imagining that
it was the erotically gentle curve of his long neck. I looked at his
hands, at his shoulders, at his knees...I best pedo movies almost wanted to cry from the
raw lovliness that surrounded him at all times. He looked sooooo warm. I
just wanted to hug him tenderly and nibble on his ear, to kiss the soft
flesh of his smooth cheek and feel the heat radiating from inside him..
He wouldn't have to do anything at all, just...lie still, and free dark pedo let me
love him. My erection was fully stiff now, and begining to pain me as it
struggled to point in Joshua's direction. Loving him must be so unreal.
I doubt that I'd be able to survive a single kiss, much less anything
else. He switched a little in his seat, and I gasped at the fact that he
was moving. Art in motion, bigger and better than anything that I could
ever draw. God...he's SO CUTE!!!
Then, he caught me STARING! I tried to look away in time, but he had
already seen me! I KNOW he had! I was too terrified to look back. Hoping
that he would just write it off as me nude romple pedo
just looking around the room
randomly out of boredom. But I had to look back eventually. I HAD to!
And when I did, he was sitting differently...legs closer together, and
turned away from me a bit where I couldn't see him as well. As though he
was covering up to keep me from having something to stare at. As
though...he didn't want me to look. Ever.
I almost felt my heart breaking right then and there, and it got even
worse when he looked at me, quickly turning away again. But I did my
best to keep it together. It's all in your head, Gavin. It's all in your
head. top list pedo love I mean, he doesn't even know me, right? pedo free sex site And the fact that I'm
staring at him probably freaks him out a bit, so...don't go thinking he
hates you. I'm fine. I'm ok. Really. Wow...he's so cute. My mouth is
litterally WATERING for the smallest sample tasting of him.
Arrrgh! Ok...stop. Stop. Just....slow down a bit, don't look at him, and
get kiddy porn pedo sites yourself together. He's just a human being. Nothing more. My
strategy and self pep japan pics pedo talks never lasted for more than 30 seconds before
I was looking at him again. I couldn't STOP! And everytime I looked, my
heart leapt up into my throat and my erection would begin to stiffen
again. And even when I wasn't looking, he was still there in my mind. It
was as though his image was permanantely burned onto my retina. This
feels really good, but it SUCKS at the same time!The bell rang about twenty minutes later, and I got up on shakey legs to
head for the door. Somewhere between trying to totally absorb him with
my eyes, and attempting to ignore a beauty that was shining so bright
that it was almost blinding me, pedo teen kids I had come up with the stupid sleeping child pedo plan to
actually talk to this young god for the first time. It was something
that had crossed my mind many times before, but only as a fantasy. I
never actually considered DOING it before. Sigh...ok, Gideon...I'm going
to assume that you're going to make me cool one day soon, so maybe this
won't be a total bust. I just want to talk to him, just to see what he'd
do. Just to try it. Just fotos porno de pedofilia once. Just...say hello. He can't argue with
hello. I can't possibly embarrass myself with hello. I don't THINK I
can! Why am I shaking like this? I can't stop trembling, he's going to
think I'm an epileptic. But as much as the thought of finally speaking
to one of the most beautiful boys on Earth brought a feeling paralyzing
terror and despair to my life, I decided to take teenage pedo a chance. So...I got
up, and I waited for him to head for the door. I followed him into the
hallway, my heart beating a thousand times faster than normal, beads of
sweat shocking pedo collection appearing on my forehead. I was so nervous that I thought my lungs
would burst from the amount of pressure I was putting on them to breathe
normally. And he was walking right in front of me. Right there, only a
few steps ahead. Oh wow, everytime he passed a window, the sunlight
illuminated his delicate features and brought him to life like you
wouldn't believe. I was literally melting at the very sight of him. It
was hard to walk with me being so weak in the knees, brasil pedo gallery but I managed to
catch up to him anyway. I was afraid to get too close, but also afraid
to let him get away. I probably won't have the courage to try this again
if I give in today. I walked beside him for a minute, not saying
anything. Just taking a quick glance or two at his profile and trying to
think of the exact tone and pitch of my voice to say hello with. Trying
to find just the right moment, just the right section of the hallway,
maybe when he passed the stairs...I just WISH I was cool enough to not
worry about doing this shit all the time! I mean, SHIT! He was RIGHT
THERE! He was walking next to me! And all I had to do now, was open up
my mouth and SAY something! ANYTHING! Please??? Don't let me chicken out
of this now! Speak! SPEAK, damn you, SPEAK!!!I cleared my throat, and with an extremely nervous and shakey
teenage voice, I stuttered, "Um...h-h-hello..."He turned to look at me, and his eyes were almost enough to knock me
down! DAMN he was sexy! Please don't tell me to get lost! Aww, that
would absolutely KILL me! Say something sweet, baby. Please?
Don't break my heart...I couldn't live with that. I'd rather you say
nothing sexy litle girls pedofilia at all and let me keep the fantasy. You are soooo adorable. The
most beautiful boy I've ever seen. Let me love you...I'm pedofilia sex kids begging you.
Please...let me love you. Then, with a slight, and I mean very
slight, grin, little pedo girl anal
he spoke to me. "Hi..." He said, and then he kept walking.
My heart stopped, not knowing whether this was a good thing, or a bad
thing. But I wanted more. So much more! I wanted to speak to him again,
but wasn't exactly sure what to say! I mean...'hello' was my big finale.
I didn't really have a follow up or a back up plan. I tried to think of
somethng else, tried to somehow come up with some kind of interesting
comment that would maybe catch his attention. That would make him notice
me, that would make him want me. Come on Gavin! You've been thinking
about every single day since you first laid eyes on him, you've GOTTA
have something you want to say to your love god!!!But...by the time I was through arguing youngest pedo girl with myself and wrestling with
my doubts and fears, he was going into his next classroom. "Um...bye." I
said. And he looked back to repeat a farewell greeting. And that was it.
The whole thing was over, and I was no closer to getting Josh to notice
me than I was before making this idiotic attempt to make myself seem
somewhat cooler than I am. The only thing worse pedo jpegs download than the class dork, is
when the class dork actually TALKS to you and won't leave you alone.
Maybe that's what I should do...just......leave him alone.As I continued walking on to my next class, I felt my feet get heavier,
my heart begin to drop again, and my one moment of excitement was
replaced with a vision of lifelong torture. One where I was always
walking behind the boy of my dreams, and never at his side. If
only I had something to say, if only I could have been somebody else. I
walk through the halls and see a hundred young blond teenagers that I'd
want to trade places with. People that I watched pedo love portal ru get whatever they
wanted. If I could just be ONE of them, if only for just a little while,
maybe I could be happy too. Maybe then I can have lots of sex and have
people fall for me, only waiting for me to return their feelings.
Instead of always wondering if they'll return mine. That day, the walk
to my next class was one of the longest walks in history. A walk with no
destination, because every new place that it took me was just as lonely
as the last. Needless to say, I didn't draw the third drawing that night. I opened my
sketchbook, and simply didn't have the heart to even attempt to create
something out of the pain I was feeling inside. All I saw was Josh,
pulling further and further away from me. Never thinking about me, never
considering me as anything more than background in his mundane everyday
ritual of going to class. And I'd never be anything more. The thought of
it stabbed through me, leaving a hole in my chest and making my heart
weak from the inside. I put my sketchbook away, and figured, what the
heck is Gideon going to do? He's not my dad for crying outloud. He's
another kid, just like me. I'll tell him gay pedo incest
that I wasn't in the mood, and
he'll just have to accept child porn pedo pics
that. Case closed. I went to sleep still
aching over what had happened that afternoon, and trying to inspire the
pain to hurt me enough to MAKE me stop loving him the way I do. But it
didn't. It pedos kidsporn only made me want him more. But I guess it was for the best.
Sometimes...you sleep a lot better once you let the tears out.Next morning, alarm, get up, hate reflection, shower, orgasm, feel bad,
bus, back to school. Same as always. The only thing that changed today,
was the fact that I was willing to test my luck and ditch school about
halfway through the day. I didn't feel like facing Josh, I didn't feel
like facing Gideon...I didn't feel like facing 'life' today. And when I
found the opportunity at lunch, I snuck out erection pedo pics
and caught the first public
bus home. I was going to miss my meeting with Gideon, but dammit, I
didn't see how he was going to help me. Unless he was telling me to be
somebody I'm not and fool everybody into thinking I'm somebody special.
I doubt that it would work, and even if it did, what kind of life would
it be if I couldn't ever be myself around people? I can't imagine. The entire time that I was at home, I felt my mood getting angrier and
angrier. So disgusted with myself for not being what he needs me
to be in order to accept the love that I could give to him so
infinitely. This isn't fair! It's NOT! I sit here like a fucking
punching bag, emotionally crippled because I have to bear seeing the
boys I want constantly looking for someone else! Any one of them willing
to knock me down to get to the cute youngster standing behind me. My
heart has been broken time and time and time AGAIN! For what??? Am I
supposed to LEARN something from this each time? Am I supposed to 'hang
in there' and cross my fingers, and say 'hey, maybe NEXT time'? Fine,
how about this, I'll just throw myself out free pedo pictures galleries of a fucking ten story
window, die, and maybe get reincarnated as someone beautiful enough for
people to give a shit about! Is that my pedo rusian girls only answer? To be somebody
else, or settle for less? I bet if I looked like the kids in the fancy
music videos, kiddy pedo incest the teen jean models, the boy band dolls, or one of the
many sexy people that I see plastered all over the internet porn sites,
I'd have a lovelife to speak of. Maybe then I could actually allow my
heart to fall in love with somebody without completely hating
myself for not being worthy enough of being with them. Maybe I wouldn't
be so scared of getting my heart stomped on young nude pedo or left for someone prettier
in the long run. Looks like I'll have to be dead and gone for anyone to
notice I was around at all. And if that's my only answer...then maybe I
should start making...'arrangements'.A knock came at my back door, and I quickly wiped the few streaks off of
my face where my tears had fallen. Then I straightened myself up illegal sex young pedo as best
as I could, and went to the ilegal pedo kids sex door. When I opened it...it was Gideon!
Here? At my house? "Good afternoon, Mr. Blake. Took the day off, I see?"
He smiled."What are you doing here?" I asked, as he pushed his way passed me,
walking into the kitchen."I believe we had an appointment today at 2 O'clock. The time is
now...2:09, sorry I'm late.""Late? Appointment? Dude...how did you find out where I live? What are
you doing here?" I asked, just wanting him to go away so I could sulk
for a while longer."You made a committment, Gavin. You didn't think I was just going to let
you walk out of it, did you? I figured that illegal teen porn pedo you wouldn't show up
today, and it looks like I was right. See? When you trust your deepest
instincts, they're usually pretty accurate. I thought you might need a
boost, girls pedo so I decided to drop by.""Yeah, well...now is not pedo kids downloads a good time." I said, but he pedo free porn kept walking until
he got to my bedroom. It was as though he hadn't even heard me. I
followed behind him, my feet stomping angrily as I approached him from
behind. "I SAID...now is not a good time!""Let me guess...you want some more time 'alone'. Right?" He said, now
fiddling with stuff on my desk. I pushed his hands away from my stuff, "Yes! As a matter of fact, I do!
If you don't mind!""Why?""What???""Why do you want to be alone THIS time?""WHO GIVES A FUCK WHY??? I just DO! And this is MY house!" I shouted."Calm down. You're going to mess around and pop a blood vessel if you
keep this up for much longer." Gideon said calmly...enticing my rage to
burn even hotter than before. Then he turned to me and smiled. pedofilia free porno
"Let me
tell you something, Gavin...'alone'...it's for pussies. Hate to tell ya
that, but it's true." My mouth dropped open, my eyebrows frowned up as I
prepared to make the decision of whether I wanted to punch him real pedo free photos right in
the eye to disprove his whole 'pussy' theory completely! "I am going to give you 30 seconds to leave my house." I said through
gritted teeth. But Gideon just kept talking, without ever flinching once.
"Alone...depressed...self pity...sulking...doubt. Sure, we all have our
moments where we need to indulge in those things. But it's up to YOU
whether it takes over or not. It's your decision whether or not you want
to spend ten minutes crying over something, or ten weeks, or ten YEARS.
You hold on to the sadness for as long as you want to, and euro pedo free download when you
finally get tired of feeling like shit, you let it go and you move on.
So what the hell are you drawing it out for? Just say to yourself that
you don't WANT to feel bad! Start with that prospect, and you can
begin healing right now. Whatever it is that's bothering you...THIS
time...won't get any better until you decide that you want to MAKE it
better. Otherwise, you're just going to sit here and cry and whine and
complain and feel bad until you want to stop punishing yourself for some
shit that you're probably blasting way out of proportion anyway.""I said get out...." I was doing all that I could to control my temper,
but it wasn't working too well."You wanna know why you like holding onto the pain?""I don't think you're hearing me asshole!""I'll tell you why. Because it's 'safe', isn't it? It feels good
to wallow in your pedo fucj pain. It's eerily soothing sometimes, our misery and
our ability to exploit it to its gallerie illegals pedo
highest limit. See, love, friendship,
trust, joy...you need other people for that, don't you? You have to
actually share those emotions with someone else in order to make
them complete, in order to feel their effect to its fullest potential.
But self pity? Depression? Pouting in a corner about what you want and
can't underground pedo websites have? You ilegal pedo candid don't need anybody for that, do you?""I won't ask AGAIN Gideon!" I shouted."No...those emotions allow you to be 'alone'. You get to wrap yourself
up in your sorrow and pull the blankets over your head so you can be
safe from making any effort or taking any risks of getting hurt any
more. You get to shut out the whole world and all of its big bad
problems while you hide away in the impenetrable walls of misery. No
fear, no rejection, no risk. And you finally get control, because you
don't have to come out of your depression until you want to. You don't
have to talk to anybody or smile or be a part of life...ever...unless
YOU feel like it. And to demonstrate that, you just hold on to your
problems like a toddler clinging to his mommy's leg. For as long as you
can, just to prove that you don't need them." Gideon leaned back against
my desk, and looked me in the eye. "Then, you later get to 'brag' about
your pain because that will make you a big man, right? A better man.
Because you've supposedly suffered through something that someone else
hasn't, and that makes you a great big sob story. Oh, boo hoo!" The
audacity of this jerk!!! "You know, we all have problems, some bigger
than others, some EVEN bigger than yours, and I understand that baby pedo stories
they can
be downright devastating at times. I KNOW, believe me. It hurts deep
down inside where you can't reach it, and you feel it eating away at you
every single day like an acid."I was angry, hurt, disgusted...but I didn't expect tears forum pedo naked to begin
leaking from my eyes as I listened to this beautiful blond boy, who
obviously had fucking EVERYTHING, tell me that MY life is supposed to be
'all gumdrops and candy canes'! "Why are you doing this?" I sobbed, the
heated tears making hot rivers down both of my cheeks."Because I'm trying to HELP you, Gavin! I'm actually standing right
here, right in front of your face, and telling you that I care and that
I want to help you make boys nude pedo things better in your life. And you know what
you're doing? You're shutting me out. Don't you GET it? You're running
away from me and hiding in your fantastic little dreamworld where
nothing ever goes wrong, where it never rains, and you get everything
that you want out of your life. You're hiding from the ONE person who's
trying to give you some fucking answers! And do you know why? Because
deep down inside, you don't WANT to get better. You want to keep this
little piece of drama in your everyday life so that you'll always have
something to cry about when you need it. Because this pain, this agony,
is the only life that you've built for yourself. If that's what you
want, fine. Just let me know so I can get a safe enough distance away
from you so I don't have to LOOK at it. Because, frankly, I think it's
pathetic!"God...every word stabbed right through me like a dagger, and I tried my
best to keep from breaking down into a fit of tears in front of him.
"Stop! Just leave, ok? Just...fucking leave!" I cried."Now you want me to go. Just 'go away' and stop ruining the fantasy that
you're some great Christ-like martyr and the whole world is going to
stop spinning if you're feeling down. Is that what you want? Is that
what you see yourself doing for the rest of your days on this Earth?
Just a child pedo forum few smiles and daydreams in between depressions?" Gideon was
still staring me right in the eye, intensely. It was intimidating, and
kept me frozen in place, my eyes flooded even worse now."Stop this..." I sobbed weakly."YOU STOP THIS!!! You've got the power inside you, Gavin! It's
RIGHT THERE in your heart, and it's scratching and clawing to get out
despite your attempts to bury it alive! I can't make you feel better,
NOBODY is going to fucking make you feel better! They may care for you,
love you, advise you, be there for you...but african child pedo pictures unless you're ready to
stand on your own two feet and become determined to fix the problem
areas in your life, it's all a waste of their hardcore russian pedo
time AND mine! Do you
think that anything that I could possibly do for you is going to help
you unless you WANT to be helped? HELL NO! You've got to stand up and
TAKE what you want! You've got to put forth some kind of EFFORT! Nothing
is going to drop out of the sky and land in your face, and if it DID,
you STILL wouldn't catch it because you would never leave the confines
of your house to go out and get it! So what are we doing here, Gavin?
Are we going to work to make things better, or are you going to sit here
and waste another few hours, days, or even years, of your life whining
and crying about the same old bullshit? Because I've got better things
to do than sit here and help you self destruct." I slid down to the
floor, and felt my heart pedo girls sex
burst open, weeping outloud at what he said to
me. How could he be so mean, so cruel? It hurt to the point that I
thought the sobs would force me to pass out any minute. That's when he
put a hand on my shoulder and said, "Listen...I'm not pedo hardcore preeteen pussy here to cuddle
you. I'm not here to lie to you and tell you it will all be ok if you
just sit here on the floor and wait for it. I'm not here to comfort you
and help you to feel sorry for yourself when I know that you're so much
better than this. But you've got to want it, Gavin. You've got to
stand the fuck up and ask yourself 'Have you had enough?'" As I sit,
still crying by Gideon's feet, he lifted my head from my hands and
repeated, "Have you had enough?""I don't understand...""MAKE yourself understand, Gavin! TRY! Challenge yourself! Challenge
your thinking, challenge you safe little confines, and stop fighting for
something 'comfortable'! You wake up everyday, go through the same damn
routine without any real thought or effort of any kind. No dreams, no
ambition, no risks at all. You do the same thing over and over again,
predictably allowing your life to lull you to sleep with no thought of
the time you could be using to reach for something more. That doesn't
have to be you. You can go after the things that you need to be happy
any time you WANT to. It can be YOURS if you want it, Gavin.""I never get what I want. Never." I mumbled."I've got a secret for you, kid. NOBODY gets what they want in this
life! They get what they WORK for! And the second you're willing to make
a committment, and FORCE yourself to stick to it, no matter what anyone
tells you, no matter what they do to stop you or knock you down...you
can HAVE it! If you don't like your life, then change it.""I can't.""Why not?""I CAN'T!!!" I screamed!"What is it that you foto pedo grati want? Huh? WHAT? You want to go to Paris? GO! Sell
your computer, your cds, your clothes if you have to, get some
money, and just go. You want to play guitar, take lessons. You want to
be an artist, get some books on it, improve your craft, sell it children pedoland sexs
to
somebody. If no one has ever done it at your age, fuck it, be the first!
The whole world wants you to believe that everything is so hard, so damn
impossible. If pedo twinks everyone believed that, we'd still be in the stone age!
What about airplanes, light bulbs, the Civil Rights Movement, the
Pyramids, telephones, the internet...do you think if any of those people
just 'accepted' the world around them and believed that they couldn't do
any better, that we would have made any advancements at all? People have
been JAILED, TORTURED, and EXECUTED, for trying to think differently
from the people surrounding them, even with the best of intentions. But
they made advancements by pedo porno boys keeping their faith and moving forward no
matter what forces were pushing against them. Even when people laughed
at them, told them they couldn't do it, called them crazy and ridiculed
them...they believed in their visions strongly enough to make them a
reality. It didn't come from sitting on their asses and making excuses
as to why they were so stupid for even TRYING to be anything other than
average. It's not as awful and difficult as you make it out to be. With
will power, faith, and patience, you can do anything...or you can sit
here on the floor and do nothing. Later wishing you had." Gideon firmly
took a hold of my hand, and then gently tugged on it. Not enough to
really pull me to my feet, but just enough to let me know what he wanted
me to do. "I'll take you by the pedo rompl message boards hand, Gavin...but you have to stand on
your own." He said.I hesitated a minute, trying to wipe the tears away, but he told me not
to. He said that fuck animal pedo tears are a part of life. That they don't weaken me,
they make me stronger. And that's when I shifted my weight, and rose to
my feet. That's when he asked me once again if I had pedo russian sex
'had enough', to
which I whispered..."Yes.""I'm not convinced, kids pedo porno Gavin. Have you had enough???" He said louder."Yes." I said a bit louder, feeling my voice raise in pitch, almost
cracking at the slight strain I was putting on it."Not yet you haven't! You're still letting doubt put a strangle hold on
you! I still don't feel it! SAY IT! Not popular, no love life, no real
money, low self esteem, dirty room? HAVE YOU HAD ENOUGH???" He shouted!And I replied by shouting kinder pedo kiddy pedosex back, "YES! I've had enough! Happy now?""Fuck what *I* feel! This is about YOU! There isn't anyone else in this
room but you, buddy boy! If you want to do this and do it right, you've
gotta FEEL it, and you've gotta accept the fact that everything that you
want isn't easy, but it's FAR from impossible. Just a matter of being
hungry for it. So if you WANT it, you go get it! There are no butlers in
your mind that are sex angel pedo
going to bring it to you, you've got to snatch it
from the world around you. If you've had enough, if you're truly willing
to work this and stop wrapping yourself up in a candy coated world where
misery is your best friend and being alone all the time is ok, then you
let me know. And I'll snap you out of your 'trance' once and for all,
and show you how to rise ABOVE all of this emotional quicksand. I can do
it, Gavin. I'll teach you everything that you need to know, and when
we're through here, your life will be so radically different that you
will be amazed at how much of the 'magic' goes to waste every single day
in the people around you. It'll make you sick. You want magic...then
give me three weeks. Just three weeks, every single day, you and me.
After that, your level of thinking will be strong enough, open enough,
and challenging enough...for me to teach you the really cool
shit!" He pedo porn family sex grinned wickedly.I asked..."Cool shit...l-l-like what?" Gideon's smile got even wider,
and I watched in complete shock as his eyes began to turn entirely
white, flashing with small sparks of electricity. The shocks grew
outside of his eyes and little pops and static shocks could be heard in
the air around pedo women porn him. It was only a brief second or two, but long enough
for me to know it wasn't just my eyes playing tricks on me.Then Gideon moved closer to me, his eyes back to normal, and whispered,
"We'll save that for later my friend. You just concentrate on your
'initiation' first. THEN we work on the 'parlor tricks'. Your mind isn't
ready to accept what I have to show you just yet. But it will be if you
work with me. Do we have a deal?" Something inside of me made me feel better than I had felt in a long
long time. Almost as though I were blessed with 100 times more
determination than 10 yo pedo fuck I had when I saw those kids in the mall that day. The
one time when I wanted to be better, to change. And Gideon was right. I
wanted it, but never believed it, and that's why it never lasted. That's
why the fire never burned hot enough to force me to act on it. I think
that out of all of his theories and mindbenders, that was one of the
first ones that I had really pedo land porno caught onto. The first of many more to
come. I wanted this. I NEEDED this. And pedo mom pic
as I felt free porn pedo galery his hand leave my
shoulder, I realized that I was still standing proudly in the center of
my room. On my own without a wall or a desk or another person sex pedo sites to lean
on. Just me, and the will to put an end to these tears once and for all.
It was a feeling like being angry, but not quite. This was focused, this
was inspiring. I was angry with myself, but it wasn't self pity. It was
more like yelling at my own soul the way Gideon had been yelling at me.
This has got to stop, right now. No more bullshit! No more tears! No
more hiding! I have had enough...and trailer pedo sex
things are GOING to change!Gideon flashed me one more smile before leaving and said, "My my my...I
do believe I've made contact.""Just tell me what you want me to do, and I'll be there." I said, a
soldier's arc in my back as I felt a certain sense of pride flood into
my bloodstream like an electrically charged adrenaline rush."Just be at the soccer field tomorrow. Two o'clock. Don't be late, and
bring your drawings. We're going for a little walk, and I'll begin your
initiation. You have the desire to learn, to challenge yourself, to
grow...and that, Gavin, can be the hardest test to pass. I'll see you
then?""I'll be there." I said."Oh, and one more thing..." Gideon pointed at my sketchbook, even
thought it was closed, and said, "Finish the third drawing. Don't half
ass me on this one. K? Consider this an extention.""I will. I'll have it tomorrow. Promise." Before he left, he somehow was
able to guess what I had written on the back of my favorite drawing.
More than anything, I wanted Joshua Roth to love me, but that was being
a bit overambitious. Besides, if I ever get his attention, I would hope
that he liked what he saw. So I started with something just as hard to
achieve, but a bit simpler than the affection of pedo heaven the godlike boy that
I've been falling for since day one. Gideon spoke the word outloud. "Popularity. Hmm? What is it with
you guys and this particular request, anyway? Ah well...we'll start on
it tomorrow. It's not as hard as you think, you know? People in general
aren't as 'scary' as they appear from a distance. Especially if you just
walk up and say hello.""Easier said than done." I said under my breath."The only gap between 'said' and 'done', Gavin, is the one you make by
not giving it a shot. Keep that in mind when we go out tomorrow, got
it?" Gideon smiled, walking behind me and towards my door."Ok..." I said. And I turned to say thank you...but he was already gone.
Again, not a trace. But he would be there when I needed to find him, I
was sure of that. For the first time...tomorrow was something to look
forward to. Little changes...that's all improvement is...little changes
in my life. What will I start with? What indeed? I sat down at my desk,
a strange feeling of excitement circulating through me so rapidly that I
was almost trembling, smiling to myself and feeling silly. And yet...I
didn't care. I flipped my sketchbook cover back, and took a pencil in my
hand. The first line is the hardest...but wherever it lead me, I'd know
that this drawing was going to be the best one yet. And if this was only
the beginning...God only knows how far Gideon can take me.
There it is! The very first chapter in the all new "Magic
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